Oh My ShIt !

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 19:14:14 GMT

~~~~ FREE AT LAST ~~~~

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 08:53:25 GMT

dude, thats some bullshit aka ramones always remembered

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 03:11:13 GMT

i just found out johnny ramone died. that really sucks. man, just 2 weeks ago i was trying to get to their anniversary party/show thing in cali. that was like the last time johnny ramone got to play. that makes me happy though. its weird to think about because dee dee died not very long ( a few weeks if that) after the ramones made their induction to the rock and roll hall of fame. that was the first time he had appeared with any of the ramones in almost 10 years. it was almost like he was subconsciously holding out for it. thats kinda what johnnys death reminds me of too since it was only 2 weeks after their anniversary where they had their most memorable ceremonies. also, if you remember, the one and only joey ramone died about a a month and a half after his solo album finally got released. again, it was like he was holding on just long enouph to finally get his album out. joey was always all about the fans. i remember reading his interviews after they broke up. he never wanted to quit the ramones because he loved doing it so much. the reason they had decided to call it quits was because they didn't want to be doing it for the rest of their lives. they didn't want to "be like the rolling stones. they're old men. thats sick." so joey promised his fans he'd release another album. so he got his friends (all of the ramones and misfits actually) to play with him on his album. his cover of what a wonderful world is probably one of the best cover songs of all time. joey, dee dee, johnny, i solute you.
~justin

here is something you cant understand

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 17:27:40 GMT

i've got to make a decision pretty soon about leaving richmond again. but this time it would to go to college. im applying at CCM for the spring. going back to New Jersey would be nice. its kinda like i was ripped away from my life up there, and i would like to find out if there is a future for me up there. i've got some really cool friends up there that i'd like to get back with. maybe start a new band, i dunno. im looking for a place in the fan right now, but not having much luck finding a place. i miss lving downtown. but anyway, i've still got a little time left before i decide.

"end of the centery 30th anniversary"

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 17:24:58 GMT

man, im so pissed. sept. 12th the ramones are having their 30th anniversary party with a shitload of bands playing. i've been trying to find somewhere to get tickets but everywhere is sold out. noooooooooooooooooooo. its in hollywood at the avalon. i was looking forward to this so much. i've never been to the west coast. fuck! shit! ass! damnit! at the end of the night, all the surviving ramones are going to take the stage with like a shitload of guests to play like almost every ramones song. check this out-
-Rob Zombie (host MC + vocals)
- Flea from Red Hot Chili Peppers (bass)
- Eddie Vedder from Pearl Jam (vocals)
- John Frusciante from Red Hot Chili Peppers (guitar)
- Brett Gurewitz from Bad Religion (guitar)
- Dicky Barrett from The Mighty Mighty Bosstones (vocals)
- Tim Armstrong from Rancid (vocals)
- Mark Hoppus from Blink 182 (vocals)
- Robert Carmine from Rooney (vocals)
- Steve Jones from Sex Pistols (guitar)
- Henry Rollins (vocals)
- Pete Yorn (vocals / guitar)
and ofcourse marky on drums (since tommy is playing earlier), cj on bass, and johnny on guitar
that rocks so hard.
they're also releasing their new movie end of the centary but since its only available to see in like a few theaters around america, like everyplace is already sold out. what a bunch of horse shit. im getting tickets to the film fest in new haven, CT on sept. 19th. i hate conneticut. hopefully this will be the last time i grace that piece of shit state with my presence.

im a pimped out jedi knight, like obi wan meets dolemite

Fri, 13 Aug 2004 08:27:48 GMT

this is just a warning for all you movie renting kids out there in tv land. i work at movie gallery, so since i get 3 free rentals everytime i work i usually rent alot of movies. anyway, there is this complete piece of shit movie out there called "the anarchist cookbook" hopefully none of you have heard about it and never will. anyway, not only is this movie a complete ripoff of SLC punk and trainspotting, but half the people on the cover of the movie aren't even in it. and i dont know about you, but i hate covers that lie. snoogans. anyway, dont rent it or you'll be sorry. really sorry, and there will be no way for you to get those 2 hours of your life back no matter what you do. it'll be like watching "hanging up" again....oh god that was horrible.
~JuStIn

Sat, 24 Jul 2004 21:29:25 GMT

"you see i never just did things just to do them, i mean comeon, what am i gunna do, just all of a sudden jump up and grind my feet into somebody's couch, comeon, i got a little sense than that. yeah i remember grinding me feet into eddie murpheys couch."

woa

Sat, 24 Jul 2004 10:52:49 GMT

ah i cant sleep. its almost august already. time is going by so fucking fast. what happened? i remember when i was a kid it seemed like an eternity, now its like hey, guess what, you're 22 now, its time to get yer ass moving or the world is going to leave you behind. i know one thing tho, i am defintely not taking the pussy way out of this like so many old friends of mine, getting married and having kids is most definetely not my thing. atleast not for a LONG time. and no im not trying to dis eric, rich, gwen, emily, mandy or any of the many other who have graced me with their "good" news. but comeon. its ridiculous. i mean, maybe the time for partying has winded away, but this is the time to actually do something, you know, make your move, start working on something awesome for the future, your future, anyones future.
eh, im just rambling.
oh well.
ride the stimutax.

Sat, 24 Jul 2004 03:13:39 GMT

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new comix

Sun, 18 Jul 2004 19:53:04 GMT

me and the folks at six demon bag productions are working on a new adaptaion of The Pirates Of Dark Water. remember that shit? it was an awesome show. the animation sucked and the story line was a little...eh...ok i'll say it, shitty. so we're "re-imagining" it and i think you guys will be happy with the end result. the first issue should be out by the end of this month. so you better pick it up!
love,
~JuStIn

WARNING: what you are about to see is dangerous...do not attempt any of this shit at home

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 20:41:57 GMT

hi there! welcome to part one of the Justin Novak chronicles. this is going to be like a new section in my livejournal when im bored. danger, adventure, excitment... um.... howbout you just have a look for yourself.
love,
~JuStIn

i do my own stunts part 1

i do my own stunts part 2

drunken follies, and fear and loathing in richmond, va

Sat, 10 Jul 2004 18:37:35 GMT

"There was a woman, first time I'd found someone who was truly alive. At least, that's what I thought. She was... the part of me I'd lost somewhere along the way, the part that was missing, that I'd been longing for."

from time to time i tend to dwell in the past. its not something i do on purpose or even something that i like doing, but eitherway it happens. i wish i could just shut it out and move on but i cant. i have unfinished buisness with some people and it drives me crazy. that might be the only way i can move on with my life. to find those people and finish or fill in the gaps. there are so many people that i've left behind, so many people i cared about. people that cared about me. i miss them. it may be too late to do anything about it, so im just going to hope. hope that somehow, someway, those people come back into my life.
fate really is a funny thing. atleast i know what i want to do now, and im working towards my goal. i've had dreams come and go, and it took alot of things to make me realize exactly what it was that i need to do. so heres to the future.

ride the snake~~~~~~~~~~~~

Wed, 30 Jun 2004 18:49:06 GMT

3rd street

wow, maybe i shouldn't have chugged that last one

my crazy friend paula

SCARY!

this one is actually pre-drunk at 3rd street

theres my impression of spike from cowboy bebop

aunt sarahs pancake house

awwww shit

RVA beyotch!

more richmond

you cant really read it, but thats actually called the "Jerk Pit" and its a porno strip joint

more richmond

hey, i found pac-man

Nerdcore

ssdd

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 16:55:29 GMT

why am i still haunted by her. its not fair! why am i the one cursed! every fucking night. dreams. i never have dreams. but since that thing happened. every fucking night. its going to drive me insane. shes just some stupid ghost from the past. she needs to go fuck herself. i dont give a shit about her anymore, i could care less if she just dropped off the face of the earth or just dropped dead. just stay out of my fucking dreams! they're mine!
today sucks. i cant wait to get home and drink a shitload of coffee. my friend otherJustin from ama called me the other day. hes coming down hopefully in the next week or 2. arg... need motivation...captivation...slowly...dyin..wait! thats right, tonight rich and i are going out drinking! yes. my savior! theres alot missing in my life right now, so im trying to fill in the gaps and figure out what it all is. im not really complaining though considdering how shitty my life had been for the past year. but thats besides the point. so whats the lesson? Dont leave things in the fridge! dude, thats like a metaphor for your life.

adventure....excitement...a jedi craves not these things

Sun, 06 Jun 2004 07:26:37 GMT

i knew it! you fucking hoebag!

somejedimofo's LJ stalker is xpixiestixx!

xpixiestixx is stalking you because you got better results for the 'acronym' thing than them. They are also slowly poisoning you!

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die!

spongebob must die! hes eating peoples souls and its up to me to end his reign of evil. i will kill him! last weekend was amazing. i'd tell you about it, but then i would have to kill you too. i met so many awesome people. ie: Greg, megan, justin, felicia-marie~eh you know who you suckahs are. otakon calls, and i must heed that call. its not till the end of july though, so atleast i'll have time to save up some money. and this time, no walking up in bed spooning some guy! damnit! i need to get my license back, this not being able to drive thing is killing me. i guess i should go to bed since im just rambling. if you want to see a movie of me getting paid to kiss some guy at ama, check this out. http://homepage.mac.com/mfauss/iMovieTheater4.html and im not gay you bastards. not that theres anything wrong with that. i just love women, so what can i say?
sleepy time

truth

Mon, 17 May 2004 18:10:38 GMT

The longer one holds on to a memory, the longer one lives in the past. The deeper the memory they hold onto, the more beautiful the past will become. The beautiful memories will eventually turn into hate. Even if they look ahead, they lose the ability to walk. As long as the heavy chain called revenge continues to bind the heart, the tears of sadness will continue to flow.

Whenever something is gained, something is always lost. It's difficult to live after something like that. What is lost will never return. Important things, irreplaceable things, but what is needed to keep those things is in the firm will packed into one bullet. Man knows, he knows nothing will begin unless he speaks, and that nothing will change, unless he moves.

There's something that cannot be expressed in words, human emotion. Emotions of the heart can't be just tucked away in a closet. There's a way to know the emotions. Look into the eyes. The girl lied to me, and I believed her. The gentleman lied to me, when I trusted him, but the moment I looked into his eyes the angel of destiny began to unravel the truth. Just look into their eyes. There is only one truth.

~~~> as usual alot has happened to me since i last wrote in here. too much to tell in a lifetime maybe. i've come back to virginia once again. this time im not worried about "how long do i have to stay here, and, I cant wait to get the fuck out of here" no matter where i go and try to start over, i always end up back here. its important for a person to have a home, even if that home isn't a house or even an apartment, just a place they can call they're own. and i guess richmond is my home. so i think i'll stick around for a little while.
im living at home again for a little while until i get myself back on my feet, it sucks ofcourse, but i've been through worse, and atleast this time im finally getting a chance to actually have a relationship with my mother and father. its funny the way things work out sometimes, you really can never tell were you'll end up or who you'll be with. things are defintely looking up and the sky is alot more blue now. the sun shining brighter than i've ever known. i actually have direction now, ha, something no-one thought would be possible, but as anyone who knows me can tell you, im full of surprises.
you never know, maybe i'll finally meet my dreamgirl down here and finally be happy. eh, probably not, but i can dream cant i?

lesson lesson if you see a stranger follow her

Tue, 03 Feb 2004 03:46:49 GMT

thats ed's lesson anyway. my lesson, no matter how hard i try, no matter what i do, i always fuck things up in the end. remember that people. i guess thats just the way my cards were delt. i'll see you around. and remember this
im a pebble in the middle of a beach picked clean of pebbles. im the one remaining swallow heading north. im a bubble in a bottle that keeps sinking to the bottom.
im a waterfall returning to the source. im the lone mathematician who just cant add it up. im a hummingbird who cant sustain the pace. im a piston in an engine thats shudderd to a stop. im a motorcar that cant afford to race.

To whom it may concern..

Wed, 28 Jan 2004 18:45:31 GMT

im not sure if anyone even reads this anymore, i haven't written anything in almost a year. i've since moved on to more important things... metaphorically and literally. so to you my adoring fans i bid you a fond farewell, atleast until we meet again...oh and we will...fate wouldn't have it any other way. if anyone needs to get in contact with me, my AIM is SoCalledZero, and my email is socalledzero@yahoo.com . i love you all and so i leave you with this- to remind you of the times we've shared and to put a little bit of the bubbly in your heads. all you need to know about life you can learn from Hunter S. Thompson, irvine welsh, chuck palahniuk, jello biafra, joey ramone, and ofcourse Kevin Smith. find all the answers out for yourself. if you dont, you're just another ignorant steriotypical american. and honestly, does anyone really want that?

So why did I do it? I could offer a million answers, all false. The truth is that I'm a bad person, but that's going to change, I'm going to change. This is the last of this sort of thing. I'm cleaning up and I'm moving on, going straight and choosing life. I'm looking forward to it already. I'm going to be just like you: the job, the family, the fucking big television, the washing machine, the car, the compact disc and electrical tin opener, good health, low cholesterol, dental insurance, mortgage, starter home, leisurewear, luggage, three-piece suite, DIY, game shows, junk food, children, walks in the park, nine to five, good at golf, washing the car, choice of sweaters, family Christmas, indexed pension, tax exemption, clearing the gutters, getting by, looking ahead, to the day you die.

snooch to the mother fuckin nooch

Mon, 17 Mar 2003 20:51:51 GMT

not having a computer for these last 6 months has fucking sucked. i should have it running again soon though... i hope. anyway if anyone needs to get a hold of me (i got kicked off of aol and aim) email me at gotthejedigroove2000@yahoo.com
and and if anyone knows of any other free email servers that aren't hotmail or yahoo, let me know.
i moved to the ghetto to try and get away from all these stoopid richmonders and their little kid drama. its not too bad out here, my neighbor grows shrooms, theres a guy down the street that i get bootleg dvds from, theyre pretty nice. i just got freddy vs. jason a few days ago along with matrix:revolutions and lord of the rings: return of the king. none of which were a let down. anyway i'll stop rambling... someone write to me PLEASE!
~Justin

if thats what you call a getaway then tell me what you got away with

Mon, 17 Feb 2003 17:44:20 GMT

lifes kinda been messy these past few weeks. it seems i've been finding inspiration in the most random of places. it also seems that i've found who my real friends are. its kinda funny in a weird ironic way, just about everyone who i thought really cared about me just decided to ignore me and not be around when i needed them. all the people i talk to most either stopped talking to me or just ignored what had happened with david. the reason i find this funny and quite ironic is because im always the guy on the other side of this kind of thing. i always take it upon myself to be there for my friends when something bad happens, or they need someone there. but, you know how it is, when i need someone to be there for me, or even just someone to talk to, no one comes. i even went so far as to call my ex-girlfriend just because i needed a friendly voice to help talk some sense into me, but what did i get when i called. "oh...hi. yeah that sucks" and that was pretty much the end of that conversation. i dont feel sorry for myself. i guess i always kinda knew that if something like this happened and i needed someone to be there for me, no one would show.
fuck em. atleast now i know who really cares.
i wonder if its going to be the same when i die. "oh justin novak is dead. yeah that sucks." then have like 3 people show up for my funeral. to tell you the truth, it really wouldn't surprise me. whatever, fuck you, i really dont give a shit anymore.

fucking valentines day

Sat, 15 Feb 2003 16:01:02 GMT

such a bullshit day. i was watching the news this morning to see about this huge snow storm were getting and theyre calling this "valentines day weekend". how the fuck can valentines DAY have a WEEKEND. thats such bullshit. i think valentines day is just an excuse for losers who know nothing about romance and cant even bring a girl flowers on a random day to pull stupid wanna be romantic shit like buying someone candy. what the fuck does buying someone candy and the color pink have to do with romance? according to my horoscope im supposed to meet a special someone today. apparently my "clever way with words could draw someone my way". i am going to the blood brothers show tonight at 929, maybe i'll meet that lonely, beautiful, intelligent girl of my dreams tonight. or maybe it'll just be another show.

just breathe

Thu, 06 Feb 2003 00:15:45 GMT

you know, its kinda funny, anyone who has been reading my journal over this past year has been witness to the downfall and crushed dreams that were my life. who knows, maybe one day all this will be collected and put into a book, kinda like the diary of anne frank. it can be called the tourtured soul that was justin novak. i cant stay home, theres too much to think about, i cant deal with anything right now. i need to be far away, doing something to keep grounded and from losing it. i had this dream last night that i thought was real. i dreamt that i was still living on pine street with david. in my dream it all just seemed so real, when the dream first started i was waking up on our old bunkbed that we used to share, but for some reason david was sleeping on the top bunk instead of the bottom like he used to. that dream gave me the with i was hoping for, to be back there living with him, seeing him for just one more day. the dream also made me miss him more than i though possible. i dont know, i cant write this now

only sheep need sheppards

Sun, 02 Feb 2003 02:14:59 GMT

brian, courtney, rodney, sean, jay, dan, allison, marshal, wes, chris, jt, gwen, larry, walt, bill, jessi, song, sam, were all family. thats the way david saw it, and thats the way its going to stay. i'll always be here for you, and i know you'll always be here for me. i love you guys. and only sheep need shepards.

seeking old friends for a shoulder to cry on

Thu, 30 Jan 2003 16:11:11 GMT

last night i knew where i had to be. the place where this all started. with the people whom david and i loved so much when we lived together. i left those people behind when i moved up to jersey, but david stayed with them. they were always there for us, and we were always there for them. everyone put there petty differences aside last night. we were all best friends again, just like it used to be. some people were taking the news better than others. i found that most of the people who had known him for the longest time, people like me who had gone to school with him and grown up with him, we were the ones that couldn't except it. we came to the conclusion that society was to blame for davids death. as sad and ironic as it is, it was true. thats kind of the way he always wanted it though. his funeral is on saturday, we dont know if hes having a wake yet. it would make him proud to know how many people just dropped whatever they were doing to come back to richmond for this. you know, it was funny, no matter where in the country you went, you would always run into him. no-one knew how he did it, he just always managed to be where you were. i miss him so much.

FAREWELL TO A FRIEND- GOODBYE DAVID POPRIK, I MISS YOU

Wed, 29 Jan 2003 20:01:49 GMT

about an hour ago i got a phone call from my friend courtney, a girl i hadn't heard from in years. she came with news of my ex-room mate, and one of my best friends. david was probably one of the brightest, smartest, funniest, carring people i have ever met. eventhough i hadn't visited him since i've been back here, he would always be one of my best friends. i figured i would run into him soon enouph.(richmond is small like that) it doesn't matter anymore.and all i have are regrets. david killed himself last night.
you know, its strange, david was one of those people, everyone new that he would do it one day, but i guess it never really sank in. his life had gotten so great over this past year, he met a girl in california, fell in love, and moved back here with her. he was cleaning up alot too. i always thought i would hear from him in about 5 years, being this incredibly famous writer. he was a genius. i prayed for him, i know that where ever he in now, hes finally found the peace he was so desperately searching for his whole life. i had to tell gwen and michael. no matter what i've said in the past, this truly was the hardest thing i've ever had to do.
the stories i could tell about him. the adventures we had together. he was by far the best room-mate i had ever and will ever have. i just wish his time didn't have to come so soon. i miss him so much already. i just hope i can see him again one day. so david, where ever you are, i just want to say i miss you and i'm sorry.
i'll never forget you my friend.